Life is STRESSFULL!!

So i am just feeling really overwhelmed today. I am stressing about a lot of things, i'll name a few for you:
Getting back into BYU-I
Returning to school and being able to get good grades
Graduating in a timely manner
Leaving my friends in UT
Leaving John for Christmas Break
Working at Disney
Driving in the Snow from UT to ID
Getting housing in ID
Finding a place and a way to transport all the crap i'v accumulated in UT to ID
Not being in the RS presidency anymore
Leaving my Singles Ward
Money
Getting married

I just feel like i still don't have any answers and my life is rushing forward toward this future that i want but i'm not sure that i will get and i'm just so nervous and scared! ug! And people are needing answers and dates and times and stuff out of me and i just feel like i don't have any answers. I feel like a bad friend because i'm trying to balance planning future stuff, spending time with girlfriends, and a boyfriend, and doing my church calling, and still having time to do my laundry and babysit for the Fraziers. And its stressing me out because i like to plan stuff out in advance and i like to know what my future is bringing me. and i like to know every little detail, ug i'm too much like my mom! lol. I just wish i knew all the answers and what was going to happen. ug ug ug. Anyway i'm just venting on my blog and if anyone has any advice i'm open to it.
xoxo

Cleaning Surprises!

Today when I signed into my email account I noticed that my inbox was a little over 75% full and I decided to do a little clean up. I had messages in my account from the winter of 2005! Talk about old emails! But as I was reading and deleting and saving I stumbled across some pictures that I must have sent from my phone to my email at various times. They are some good pictures and reminded me of the good old times!

This is me back in the day when Epcot had the Disney Characters on Holiday Bus! Can you Guess who I am?

This is me at my College Program Graduation! I love my little EARS!

This is Me and One of the Best People I know, Mrs Brandy! We ate so much ice cream that night! Hungry Hungry Heffer!

This is the first picture John and I ever took together! End of Summer of 2005! Crazy Because neither of us knew it but we were madly in love with each other back than too! <3

So now my inbox is a bit smaller and I got to have the warm fuzzies for a bit! Man I love cleaning!

-xoxo-