So i am just feeling really overwhelmed today. I am stressing about a lot of things, i'll name a few for you:
Getting back into BYU-I
Returning to school and being able to get good grades
Graduating in a timely manner
Leaving my friends in UT
Leaving John for Christmas Break
Working at Disney
Driving in the Snow from UT to ID
Getting housing in ID
Finding a place and a way to transport all the crap i'v accumulated in UT to ID
Not being in the RS presidency anymore
Leaving my Singles Ward
Money
Getting married
I just feel like i still don't have any answers and my life is rushing forward toward this future that i want but i'm not sure that i will get and i'm just so nervous and scared! ug! And people are needing answers and dates and times and stuff out of me and i just feel like i don't have any answers. I feel like a bad friend because i'm trying to balance planning future stuff, spending time with girlfriends, and a boyfriend, and doing my church calling, and still having time to do my laundry and babysit for the Fraziers. And its stressing me out because i like to plan stuff out in advance and i like to know what my future is bringing me. and i like to know every little detail, ug i'm too much like my mom! lol. I just wish i knew all the answers and what was going to happen. ug ug ug. Anyway i'm just venting on my blog and if anyone has any advice i'm open to it.
xoxo